Day 07

Day 07 → Someone who has made your life worth living for.

My daughter. The entire world changes when you have a child. You finally know the meaning of "unconditional love". 'Nuff said.

Day 06

I'm obviously running behind & not keeping up to my end of this bargain but I have to admit, I'm doing better than I thought I would by coming back here & blogging again. I always feel better when I do. Hopefully I can get back into the habit.

Day 06 → Something you hope you never have to do.
Well, this sounds morbid and I realize that but I hope I never have to bury a child. Children should out live their parents, not the other way around. Unfortunately it seems to happen all to often lately. I have had friends die in car accidents, suicide, overdoses, and unfortunately a still birth etc. This shouldn't happen. I hope I never have to endure the pain the parents of these people have had to.

Today is my best friends daughters birthday party and we're going to the little ski hill to sleigh ride. I honestly have no idea why they call it a ski hill when it's more of a sledding & snowboarding hill. This will be the 2nd Annual dawning of the raspberry snowsuit as well. It's hot. Hopefully I can find my matching goggles too!!! This was from last year.

Days 04 & 05

Ok I'm cheating because I forgot to log in yesterday. oops!

Day 04 → Something you have to forgive someone for.
I suppose I have to forgive the sperm donor and his family. I'm just not ready to. The sperm donor commited suicide when I was 16 months old. I will never understand how you can leave your child. The situation surrounding it is weird and I do realize that he was sick. You have to be sick to shoot yourself. You have to be sick to point a gun at your wife and your baby daughter. To beat the shit out of a woman. Those people aren't normal.

I need to forgive his brother as well. Forgive him for pretending to give two shits about me when I was growing up only to find out once I turned 18 that he really didn't give a shit. It was all a show for my Grandma. Well... Grandma's gone and I don't have to deal w/ that bullshit anymore. Fuck all of them. We may have the same blood in our veins but thats where it ends. A married couple with no children. Two nephews and a neice. A married couple that will be all alone in the end. No family. All. Alone. Fuck. Them. Both.


Day 05 → Something you hope to do in your life.
This could be taken many ways. I'll say that 1) I'd like to travel. I'd like to go to Italy. I'd like to travel to other countries.
Another way, I'd like to know, before I die, that I've made a difference in someone's life. I made sure that I thanked one of my Grandpa's and one of my Grandma's before they died. Thanked them for what they'd taught me thoughout life, what an impact they had on me and my life and all the things that I'd learned from them. I can only hope that I have that sort of impact on someone at some point in my life too.
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Went to the farm today after work and picking up Bug. We got to see the brand new baby lamb that was born yesterday. His name is Charlie (I think) and he's sooo cute! All the animals are so happy there. K's done a great job w/her rescue. What a life she's had! You name it, she's done it. Full circle. Pretty interesting. I haven't sat down & talked to her in years but hopefully we can do that soon and she can tell me all her stories. She was a stripper, lived with the Rainbow people for a while...she's just done so much. Lived a very full life in very few years. I wish I could do that!

Later bitches!

Day 03

Day 03 → Something you have to forgive yourself for.

This one is tough. We've all made mistakes in life and while I'd like to say that I have no regrets, I can think of a couple. Neither of which I'm going to mention as I'd like them to just go away. What's done is done...

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In other news it was 70 last Wed & now we're back to freezing. Brrr! I'm so ready for summer!!!

Day 02

Day 02 → Something you love about yourself

I love that I'm a loyal person. I am always there for my family and friends when they need me. They know this and as a result I've FINALLY figured out, over the past year, who the users are as opposed to the genuine friends/ family.

Day 01

Day 01 → Something you hate about yourself.

I hate that I'm too trusting. I hate that I normally give people the benefit of the doubt before truly knowing them. As a result I have been burned numerous times. Slowly I'm learning to be a bit smarter...

All About Me

1. What time did you get up this morning?
7ish

2. How do you like your steak?
Med Well

3. What was the last film you saw at the cinema?
Little Fockers

4. What is your favorite TV show?
Grey's Anatomy, although Private Practice is getting to be *so* much better.

5. If you could live anywhere in the world where would it be?
Italy

6. What did you have for breakfast?
Coffee

7. What is your favorite cuisine?
Italian

8. What foods do you dislike?
Escargot, caviar... although I have never tried them, they just don't appeal to me at.all.

9. Favorite Place to Eat?
Depends what city I'm in. I have favorites all over. I really love Olive Garden, Hooters and Joe's Crab Shack.

10. Favorite dressing?
Ranch. But depending on my taste buds, sometimes vinegar & oil with salt.

11.What kind of vehicle do you drive?
Grand Prix

12. What are your favorite clothes?
Flip flops. They qualify... right?

13. Where would you visit if you had the chance?
Italy, the Mediterranean

14. Cup 1/2 empty or 1/2 full?
1/2 Full

15. Where would you want to retire?
Wherever my heart is at the time. Although I would like to rent or buy an RV and travel throughout the US someday.

16. Favorite time of day?
Evening.

17. Where were you born?
Annapolis

18. What is your favorite sport to watch?
Hockey, Football or any sport Bug is playing.

19. Who do you think will never call you again?
I can think of a few

20. Person you expect to call you next?
Bug

21. Who are you most curious about their responses to Stealing?
N/A

22. Bird watcher?
I love birds and have feeders out for them. They're so carefree.

23. Are you a morning person or a night person?
Night.

24. Do you have any pets?
2 dogs & 3 sphynx.

25. Any new and exciting news you’d like to share?
It's getting closer to flip flop weather!

26. What did you want to be when you were little?
Many different things- a lawyer, a flight attendant, a Medical Examiner, A Vet...

27. What is your best childhood memory?
I have many but I'll say spending the summers with my Grandma and volunteering.

28. Are you a cat or dog person?
Cat, dogs are a pain in the ass.

29. Are you married?
Nope

30. Always wear your seat belt?
99% of the time

31. Been in a car accident?
Too many, all minor except one

32. Any pet peeves?
Too many to even list! :) Chewing with your mouth open & smacking on gum rate very high on the list though. I cannot STAND listening to people chew. It's like fingernails down a chalkboard for me.

33. Favorite Pizza Toppings?
Hmmm... Ham and pineapple or pepperoni and pineapple or sauerkraut.

34. Favorite Flower?
Calla Lily... Although I'm not sure they're my favorite anymore. I find them unusual which is why I like them. They're very different from other flowers.

35. Favorite ice cream?
Again, tough one bc I *love* ice cream.... Mint chocolate chip, Mackinaw Island Fudge (esp Peanut Butter Mackinaw Island Fudge), Black Cherry, Butter Pecan.

36. Favorite fast food restaurant?
Taco Bell

37. How many times did you fail your driver’s test?
0

38. Who did you get your last email from?
Probably Blondie

39. Which store would you choose to max out your credit card?
Victoria Secret or Charlotte Russe

40. Do anything spontaneous lately?
No. I've become very boring. I'm bouncing off the walls ready to do *something*. Sigh

41. Like your job?
Yes actually I do, but I miss my old job every.day.

42. Broccoli?
Like it. Esp deep friend Broccoli!

43. What was your favorite vacation?
Acapulco my senior year of high school.

44. Last person you went out to dinner with?
I went to lunch with Blondie yesterday...

45. What are you listening to right now?
The news

46. What is your favorite color?
Red

47. How many tattoos do you have?
4

48. How many times have you tagged someone to do a meme?
No one while blogging.

49. What time did you finish this meme?
613p

50. Coffee Drinker?
One cup in the morning

Something new

I've decided to try something new. I haven't been very good at Blogging in 2010 so I'm going to try something a little different that I've found. I will try to blog about something every day for 30 days--

Day 01 → Something you hate about yourself.
Day 02 → Something you love about yourself.
Day 03 → Something you have to forgive yourself for.
Day 04 → Something you have to forgive someone for.
Day 05 → Something you hope to do in your life.
Day 06 → Something you hope you never have to do.
Day 07 → Someone who has made your life worth living for.
Day 08 → Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like shit.
Day 09 → Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted.
Day 10 → Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn’t know.
Day 11 → Something people seem to compliment you the most on.
Day 12 → Something you never get compliments on.
Day 13 → A band or artist that has gotten you through some tough ass days. (write a letter.)
Day 14 → A hero that has let you down. (letter)
Day 15 → Something or someone you couldn’t live without, because you’ve tried living without it.
Day 16 → Someone or something you definitely could live without.
Day 17 → A book you’ve read that changed your views on something.
Day 18 → Your views on gay marriage.
Day 19 → What do you think of religion? Or what do you think of politics?
Day 20 → Your views on drugs and alcohol.
Day 21 → (scenario) Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do?
Day 22 → Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life.
Day 23 → Something you wish you had done in your life.
Day 24 → Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs. (Just post the titles and artists and letter)
Day 25 → The reason you believe you’re still alive today.
Day 26 → Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?
Day 27 → What’s the best thing going for you right now?
Day 28 → What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?
Day 29 → Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.
Day 30 → A letter to yourself, tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself